This year in Thanksgiving, I am forever thankful for His Amazing Grace. My good Heavenly Father continues to love me inspite of my sinful heart.These last days I have been found in such brokenness really searching my heart of all selfishness and found it full of it. So many things I have taken for granted that for some reason I think I'm entitled to it. Why has the Lord blessed me with three healthy beautiful children? Because of His Amazing Grace. Why has the Lord blessed me with a husband who seeks to grow in Him and learn more each day and who loves me? Because of His Amazing Grace. Not because I deserved any of His goodness, aside from the bounty of material things around me, His surpassing peace and faithful protection are just a few of the things I enjoy and am thankful for now knowing that I don't deserve any of it. I don't deserve a car. We just sold our family car and are driving when can my husband tight little bmw. But I thank God we have that, when many, many don't and many didn't in history. I don't deserve anything really but the punishment but thanks be to God who rescued me and since the first hour I believed His Grace has been amazing. He knew I would hurt Him by my actions. He knew I would lie and cheat, and get angry and impatient. He knew I would be selfish and foolish in many desicions. Yet, His Grace was Amazing since the beginning because I am here surrounded by His bountiful blessings, by His goodness. I bow low and say like the Psalmist, "what is man that you are mindful of him?"
